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[Oct. 3rd, 2009|12:37 am] |
I have habits, that consume my time with worthless waste.
I hope it does not let my life(you) stray away.
I could not live without this not matter how much that side of my mind tries to deceive me.
I know you are true beyond belief.
I cannot believe I found you, but I'm so sure its you. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2007|05:56 pm] |
I don't want promises made in times of desprate measures, I wan't promises that last forever. I don't want to spend my time telling someone how to be, I want it to be that way without saying so. When i'm leaving you never cease to say the things I want to hear... but what about when i am standing right there??
hmm. I'm probably going to study a semester abroad starting summer thats probably the best thing I can imagine. I'll be done with beauty school in about 2 and a half weeks I cannot wait. I can't wait for new, and the things that can come along with that. This weekend was nice, its funny how easy it is to forget how to have fun, and who that fun is with and how much my friends mean to me. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2007|12:30 am] |
| [ | music |
| | one chance-modest mouse | ] |
I'm soo incredibly flustered right now i'm going to write down everything i need to do in the next few weeks so i dont get even more lost
today venture work smoke
tomorrow school, hangout?
sunday work sleep at alexs?
monday hair show, make music with megan
tuesday testing at venture, maybe another appointment, go to cosmo school?
wensday " " pack, sleep
thursday-sunday coachella!!
monday school
tuesday work cosmo school
wensday maybe work
thursday " "
friday get work switched so i can go to bright eyes with andy
saturday get work switched so i can make up testing at venture
oh yea i'd also like to hang out with a ton of friends too... and hopefully see eric? god damnit as excited as i am im getting a little overwhelemed here
ps. my roll-about got stolen at beauty school with is probably worth 600-700 dollars worth of everything i need at cosmo school, and all of these shows and stuff are making me broke, my mom told me we could take money out of the funds she was saving for my makeup school to get more things but that makes me feel so terrible i hate money right now and i dont know what the hell i did to get something like that stolen, i cant even do anything at school anymore not to mention im failing my theory class because im always leaving early for work and i cant ever go. fuck.
optimism keeps me going. try it. |
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[Jan. 5th, 2007|11:21 pm] |
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| [ | music |
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I love my new camera sooo much look how amazing it is ...
 workk
and one from laurens camera :]
PS. My new years resolution, it to start drawing more. i drew two pictures tonight, or maybe its just to use my creativeness as much as possible i wrote two poems too :] o0o0o |
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